LIFE IS LIFE
Agustus 01, 2019
Hello.
It’s
been a long time since the last time I did blogging probably in high schools. I
wrote at other platforms and still does, but welcoming blog again...why not.
In
this blog, I'll write whatever comes up on my mind, sometimes in Bahasa and sometimes in English, without considering
any grammatical mistakes or using ‘advaced’ vocab. Sorry for that :)
I’m 25 this year, and of course find many
things have changed. I have smaller number of friends. Well I have lots of
friends, like hundreds, but it’s not the same anymore. Sometimes I just feel
that the more I grow up, the more introvert I am. I feel that I dont belong to certain
circles. I understood what they were talking about but I was just not into it.
The appropriate term was (maybe) feeling uncomfortable.
I would say that happiness is not always
having a job, a lot of money, or anything that people mostly want. It is also about
how we feel content. Sometimes seeing someone we like around makes us feel that
way, doesn’t it? Happiness is unpredictable and could be different for every
person. To me, jumping on the bandwagon is a big no, like following a trend,
doing what other people do. Friends of mine already make money, have kids, move
abroad, and let them be. I am happy for them, but I wont let it stop embracing
myself. And yeah, I’m still taking my master degree. Fifth semester now...*facepalm*
But still, money is money. Haha. I want to
be independent. I want to buy things and stuff by my own. Sure Im still working
on translation, but that’s not enough (did I just say that happiness is not always about money in the prev paragraph?). I mean it’s not only about financial
issues , but at least I want to be settle.
I
am in the phase where no longer impressed by someone based on her/his posts,
instead, I am impressed by their personality. Talk. Posting ‘religion’ things is
nice, but I am gonna take it as it is, as an ‘educative’ source without
defining the person.
Besides
every single theory I believe, I am (well, actually) emotionally unstable.
Study that is longer than it should be. Family who expects more but I cant give
them anything yet. I know they want me to graduate really soon, to get married,
to have a job, to have cute babies, to be normal. But hey, it’s even
frightening to say that I’m not sure of what I’m taking and concerning on.
Seriously in this 25ish, still thinking that way. Terrible, isn’t it?
But
it’s ok. It’s just a phase and it all shall pass beautifully if we work on it
wholeheartedly. It is a poor workman who blames his tools. So, yeah, shape up
or ship out!
How
about you? Are you satisfied with your life already? Tell me.
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